All it really takes is a little strand of hope and a faithful push. At least, that's all I really needed. To experience feelings that I've just never felt before. To be genuinely loved, for someone to be there for me, to catch my tears and to cause my smiles. I nearly gave up, 4 months ago...I almost quit. I was beginning to lose all hope. I never had any intentions ending my life, no, that is simply selfish and cowardess.
I just never thought I would be able to "live" a life. It seemed like every form of what I thought was faith or hope was just fake. People left me, people betrayed me and people hurt me. "Truth is, everyone is going to hurt you, you just have to find the ones worth suffering for." Bob Marley makes a very valid point here, but I still disagree to a certain extent. I think you have to find the ones who make an impact with merely words. From what it seems, I've found someone who does, someone worth suffering for, but most importantly, someone to push that bit of faith back into me...a little strand of hope
I just never thought I would be able to "live" a life. It seemed like every form of what I thought was faith or hope was just fake. People left me, people betrayed me and people hurt me. "Truth is, everyone is going to hurt you, you just have to find the ones worth suffering for." Bob Marley makes a very valid point here, but I still disagree to a certain extent. I think you have to find the ones who make an impact with merely words. From what it seems, I've found someone who does, someone worth suffering for, but most importantly, someone to push that bit of faith back into me...a little strand of hope
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