I Wake up`

I wake up, screaming and crying while my mother slowly rocks me back to sleep.

I wake up, grab my blanket as I innocently enjoy consumerism before I can even spell the word.

I wake up, throw on my clothes and enter the yellow hellish vehicle that will change my life forever.

I wake up, find my baseball gear and rush outside to play. -father no where in sight-

I wake up, sneak a cigarette before school.

I wake up, back onto the hellish yellow vehicle, who's that?

I wake up, she's gorgeous.

I wake up, yellow hellish vehicle again, we speak.

I wake up, bruised bones, bleeding nose, blood shot eyes.

I wake up, she's amazing.

I wake up, guess not.

I wake up, grab the pistol and blow my fucking brains out, I wake up.

I wake up, day with my friend...There she is! The girl from the yellow hellish vehicle, still gorgeous.

I wake up, she's taken.

I wake up, we fuck.

I wake up, she's finally mine.